the second time around..

.Freak.

yes..

for the second time around...

the operation was longer than before..

becoz the lump is bigger than the first..

Doc was kind enough to talk me into the operation so that my nervousness would somehow fade..

it lasted for about 10 mins or so..

my right waist was the only thing my left hand holds on to.. crumps on to.. squish on to..

atlast, it was incised..

i can see it bleed, like the water from the river that flows.. so does the blood..

it was horrible.. it was awful.. it was terrible..

But thank GOd it is finally over..

for the second time around..

the only thing that goes around my head.. at the entire operation was...

"When i am afraid, i will trust" - Psalms 56:3

.Freak.